When my pillow smells of you

Hey Beautiful People,
I hope all has been well, sorry that I have been a blog slacker. I have been writing though, just not here. I decided to give you a little something that I wrote a while back when I was having trouble sleeping. A quick little "love poem" if you will... enjoy. 


i sniff  i sigh  i smile 
as i see you sleeping 
oh-so gently in my borrowed twin sized bed
damn i need to get my bed outta storage, 
then we could sleep together 
because now i just let you sleep.
i’ve stayed up all night rubbing you 
just so i wouldn’t wake you when you slept 
oh-so gently in my borrowed twin size bed.
when you pushed me clean off one time 
i just curled up on the floor and watched you sleep 
oh-so gently in my borrowed twin size bed.
you freaked out when i told you how cute you looked asleep
said “what the hell girl don’t be watching me” 
but it is then when i collect pictures
the pictures of you that play in my head when i am sniffing  sighing  smiling, 
remembering you sleeping
oh-so gently in my borrowed twin size bed.
i remember what you had in your pockets
the Stacey Adams stitch on your socks
it’s the
pimple on your temple that was bleeding nonstop

i see it  i feel it  i love it when my pillow smells of you.

020409 2am

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